Last last saturday we had some much deserved Halloween fun at Casa Verde (Mikey's place)! Apparently, Halloween was a big deal at their place. There were a lot of activities, candies, food and kids in cute costumes! I put on my purple bunny ears and Mikey had a pumpkin hat. Some houses had free food like kropek, hotdogs, taho, ice cream, cupcakes, fishballs, squidballs, etc. Hahaha! We went around and sampled the food that was still available. There were 200+ kids so most of the houses were all out after just an hour of trick or treating. We didn't get candy because we were too big (hah!).

We had tons of fun. Yay!

Since last saturday was All Saints' Day and people go to the cemeteries, we knew that we wouldn't be able to go out. Because we loved cutting classes in college, we decided to cut work last friday. Hahaha! We thought of leaving work on the day itself. Mikey picked me up at work at around 12 noon and we went to MOA. We ate lunch at Friday's and watched City of Ember because HSM3 would end too late. It was a nice film. We went home early because we anticipated heavy traffic. Happy day!

Bad karma! Because we played hookie, we both got sick the day after. So I stayed at home and I couldn't go to the cemetery. Boo!

There! :)

It's been a long time...

Hello, blog! Weee!

Here's a quick update about me..

1. I just turned 21!!! So I'm old... Well, older. Ohh ok! I'm still young compared to my officemates whose ages average 40? 45? Hahaha! I'm probably the youngest employee here! Maybe not but I at least belong to the 10 youngest employees.

2. I got a new phone. Yay for the iPhone. It has its flaws but it's still so sleek and beautiful. And! I'm paying for it so I have to be proud.

3. I started work 5 months ago. My first real job! Can you believe it? I can't. Hahaha! Pay sucks but I love my work. It gets boring but there's something exciting in dealing with financial statements, studying industries and basically doing something that's important!

4. We're (potentially) going to Malaysia! We meaning Mikey and I. Hahaha! My mom already gave me the thumbs up plus pasalubong money. Yipee!  NEVERMIND! YOU SUCK (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!)

5. We got a puppy!!! A really cute, really active, really dirty (she loves dirt) puppy that looks like a cow/panda. Hahaha! She's so adorable! My family loves/hates her. Hahaha!

6. I don't think I need to say this... Mikey and I are still together. 2 years, 2 months and 12 days! Hahaha! That is a long time!

7. I'm turning into a girl. I actually look forward to sweldo days so I can go shopping. I'm wearing skirts/dresses and I'm starting to have an obsession with shoes and bags. That is how boring my life is right now! Ok, it's not boring but without exams and classes... This is like heaven. Hahaha! And sometimes hell because I'm living with my parents again so it means no daily dose of Mikey.

8. Oh, I forgot to say that I already graduated. Hahahaha! It isn't a big deal. I just got a big diploma. That's it. The world is too big and my life is too short to dwell on things like graduations and stuff. Kidding! I love it!

9. I miss friends. Everyone here is so old. They have their own families and lots of responsibilities. I basically can't relate to them. Maybe in a few years. ASA! Hahaha!

10. I'm considering studying again... because I'm crazy and I love stress.


Whew! That's it. I wish I can keep writing to distract me from all the stupid things I can potentially do while bored (like start blogging again). Hahahaha!

 .... is about 15 seconds.

because that's how long it took me to forget my speech during my philosophy orals... oh, morality! you suck... but not as much as me.

after spending the whole day learning and memorizing about you... it all ended after 13 minutes of pure disaster.

oh well... my motive was good. and that's enough for st. thomas.



and, yes. i spent the whole by myself... until i met daph at around 5pm for our oral exams, the 13 minutes i spent with sir TR, and the ride home with my dad and cousins.. and i cried again. this time with mikey on the phone. huhuhu! don't ask why. but! i'm feeling much better now. after gulping down starbucks green tea frappuccino and devouring a one-piece chicken meal from mcdo. rawr! yes.. i feel way better with food in my tummy... but i'm broke now. but who cares. hahaha!

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mikey comes back tonight!!! (it's monday already)
*squeals like a little girl*

i f*cking hate hong kong!!!

no... not really. i haven't been there.

it's just... huhuhu! *tears*

he's so far away. and i'm lonely. i have no one to talk to or tell me that philo's gonna be okay.. he's supposed to be here!!! to support me and give me hugs when i need them.

i should've just gone home... and channel all my frustrations into eating food. lots and lots of food. but NOOO! i chose to be a good student by staying at the dorm and studying. huhuhu!

hunger strike! hunger strike!

huhuhu!

i'm pathetic.. i know.


well... anyway... we're done with LS. just need to submit evaluation sheets to our prof. i have only 2 requirements left for my remaining few days as a college student. oral exams for philo and theo...

grrr! rant! rant!

*ninja kicks mikey*

grrr!!!

i hate you!!!

today mikey went off to hong kong with his family... which basically leaves me all alone and pretty much busy the entire day because i have no reason to bum around and do nothing without him. hahaha! because bumming around is apparently very boring if you're doing it alone. hahaha! and everybody else is busy for finals week.

sooo... i decided to go on an adventure by myself.

woke up at around 8am and did stuff. stuff is equivalent to nothing. i can't function too well on an empty stomach. on another note, i hibernated last night due to the fact that i haven't slept properly for an entire week and i'm anticipating non-sleep tonight because of the LS defense tomorrow.

took a bath at around 10:30 then headed to school wearing the pilipinas shirt mikey designed (i am such a sucker!) with my hair still wet because i was late for our LS meeting. hahaha! but nobody came except for jeric so bobbie and i just talked about the presentation. hahahaha!
everything went very "fishy". i met daph there and we had lunch at matteo ricci. i ate a crispy chicken sandwich (my favorite) from one big flame and drank a bottle of c2 lemon.. my first and probably last meal for the day. i told mikey i'd starve myself while he's away. i'm going crazy.

chatted with daph for a while then headed off to my adventure. rode the lrt to gateway to buy clothes for our defense. stayed there for about 2 hours and went to almost all the stores twice. i finally decided to buy the first top i tried on at kamiseta even though it's one size bigger. bleh! then i bought pants at kashieca. retail therapy! yay! hahahaha!

went home and started on our powerpoint presentation. and that basically occupied me until 6pm when i decided to make poor old laptop rest for 30 minutes. it's been working since morning. and surprise! while working on it, i decided to use ihome again to listen to purrty sounds from my ipod. ugh! hahaha! i want a new laptop!!! just because daph got a macbook 2 months before graduation. that is so unfair. i wanna be a freelance graphic artist just to spite my parents who don't think i have a drop of artistic talent on me. tsk tsk! just wait and see.

i read a few pages of love in the time of cholera while letting old laptop sleep. it bugs me that it doesn't have any chapters to divide the book. hahaha! on a completely unrelated note, tiny (our beloved tamagotchi) graduated from school and is now a banker. hahaha! growing up to be just like her mommy. weee! and she also went on a vacation to canada. harhar!

anyway, after that.. dun dun dun! i started on this journal. hahaha! (i think my roommate is sleeping over somewhere)

i was basically a loner and i'm proud of it. my room is so silent with just me (even if ihome is working overtime). yeah yeah! of course, i miss him. i've got noone to tickle or annoy. haay! life is like that, i guess. i've been waiting for a text but i guess he's busy with buying me lots and lots of presents. hahaha! ASA! oh well...

that was my day...


*edit : february 22 11:25pm*

message from mikey
No.. It isnt easy to leave. I really didnt know how affected you'd be when i first told you.. But please nikki.. It isnt as simple lang rin as telling my folks that i didnt want to go.. Alam mo naman kung gano ka big thing mga family things para sa parents ko... Believe me, i would trade all of this to be able to spend a few min with you.. Cheer up naman. I got you na a lot of cute stuff. *hug* i love you always... Good night...

and while i was reading it the song say that you love me played on ihome

My morning starts to shine with teardrops in my eyes
And here I am alone starting to realize
That my days would be brighter
If I could learn to hide
The feelings that I have for you
Keep hurting me inside

Then my day begins with simple thoughts of you
Hoping that tomorrow will be me and you
Sharing dreams with each other
And making them come true
Holding one another
Saying "all I need is you"

But will you say that you love me
And show me that you care
Say when I need you
You will always be there
But if you go and leave me
This I swear is true
My love will always be with you

Now my nights would end with just one wish, that’s you
To hold me in the dark and help me make it through
’cause the pain that’s inside me
Would simply melt away
If I had you here with me
And promise me you’d stay

But will you say that you love me
And show me that you care
Say when I need you
You will always be there
But if you go and leave me
This I swear is true
My love will always be with you

then tears started streaming down my face... as cheesy as it sounds.. i do miss him!


on another note..

thank you to all those people that i saw, talked to or had some kind of contact with today. you made my day more bearable and less lonely.
daph, bobbie, flo, mike tan, betsy, david, kat, bettina, aisa, my mommy, and ate.

you made me feel extra special. hahaha! labo... you guys made me smile. :)

what did you do wrong today?

hmmm...

lemme think.

hahaha! super fun day.

mikey picked me  up just before 12. went to galleria to supposedly have a foot spa session together (cheesy couple alert). hahaha! but i didn't want to so we just ate at burger king (20% discount thanks to meann) then explored toys r us. timezone time!!! mikey did so good at bowling and beat me at basketball and the trivia game (3 times!). but he lost at dance revolution. hah! played a bunch of games then headed to the karaoke booth. yeah! high school musical songs. hahahaha! had a snack at auntie anne's then met his printer there.

best part of the day.. we went to mikey's house and we walked his dog, brian. weeee! he was super cute with his bling collar and puffy hair. when he runs he looks like he's bouncing. he was super excited too. even more excited than i was. i think he hasn't been walked for a really loooong time. hahahaha! i couldn't stop smiling the whole time. i wish i had a dog. hahaha! that was my first time walking a dog too! then we watched tv and the second episode of gossip girl in my ipod. fell asleep while watching it. hahaha! hmm.. what else? we basically just bummed around after walking brian. oh.. today i learned that dogs always pee even if they don't have any fluids to squeeze out. hahaha! and brian left a little surprise and we didn't clean it. shhhh! secret lang yun. hahaha!

had dinner at fazoli's at eastwood. walked around and that was it. hahaha! we bought our first baby. it's a tiny egg named duck duck goose. if you put it in water it'll crack after 12-24 hours and a baby duck will come out. it'll contnue growing for 48 hours if you put it in water. hahahaha!

i had fun today. hahaha! obvious ba?

hahahaha!

babaw ko pala.

hahahaha!

it's like all the passion has been squeezed out of my heart...


and suddenly everything is just a burden i'm forced to do.






bleh.

before anything else.. if you don't like really cheesy stuff.. then stop reading! haha! pero kung wala kayong magawa sige lang.


just recently a friend of mine asked me how mikey and i met. i replied in what my friend referred to as honest and straight forward: "i used to have a crush on his bestfriend" hah! weird di ba? and funny! and unbelievable, of course! my friend and other people in the room couldn't believe it either. but it's true.

by some stroke of luck, fate brought us together and almost one year later... here we are! approaching the big 0-1! haha! well, not really that big for most people but considering how often we quarrel and have small tampuhans.. hah! one year is a really big achievement. just last week we had 2 "L.Q.s"

if i felt like it i'd probably tell the story of that fateful night at tia maria's where we officially became a couple. naks! hahaha! but i'm going to reserve that for another entry. i want this particular entry to be filled with overly sweet and mushy sentiments for my one and only love (what the?) haha!


Luis Miguel Orsolino aka mikey, mikes, hubby, sexy (wehh), chubby cheesecake (ayun eh!), sweetie.. and the list goes on . actually, kung ano gusto kong itawag sa kanya pwede eh. wahaha!

for me, he's just perfect. kahit na sumisikip na daw pants niya at medyo nagiging round na siya.. perfect pa rin! haha! (ok lang mikey! you're more huggable now!) he makes me laugh, cry, giggle, sniff, snort, whatever! hahaha! every now and then he makes me feel "kilig" because of his sweetness and.. hmm.. yeah i think that's the only reason. i can be the most demanding person in the whole wide world and he can be the most understanding and patient boyfriend. yes naman! haha!

uyy! umiiyak na yan!!! hahaha!

moving on... naaalala ko pa dati tinakasan niya parents niya (kahit na grounded siya) para lang mapuntahan ako kasi galit ako sa kanya. hahaha! yes, he's that dedicated. sometimes, he can be insensitive but he makes up for it with how he cares for me. never siyang nagagalit kahit na nakakainis na ko. minsan ako pa yung nagagalit kasi ayaw niyang magalit. hahahaha!

he keeps giving me flowers even if i just dump it in my room and forget about it. he can be the most creative person when it comes to surprises! pero he keeps telling me what the surprises are whenever i beg him to tell me (kahit na naiinis ako pag sinasabi yung surprise) but now i think he learned his lesson.

have i told you guys the time he tried to write 101 reasons why i should go to baguio deped nltsgo? grabe! he only got to 70+ but what he wrote can still make me cry. (and we did go to baguio..) ayun. sounds cliche but he does bring out the best (and sometimes the worst) in me. but no matter how many times i say i hate him.. well.. i really don't. haha!

hmm..

i'm running out of words so here's a short message for you mikey...

it's true what i said.. my life makes no sense without you. no matter how much i try to imagine being single again.. it just doesn't feel right. my heart belongs to you.. so if you ever try to return it.. you're dead. hahaha!

i'm happy. you're happy. we're happy... and in love. i guess that's the only thing that matters.
i love you! whew! after all this time it still has meaning... yay!


5 more days! haven't been this excited for a long time!!! woohoo! hahaha!

baka nagtataka ka bakit ang aga ng entry na 'to. well, i don't really have time to prepare one big thing for our very first anniversary!!! (it sounds so nice just reading it) haha! so naisip ko a lot of small surprises na lang. this would just be the beginning. five more days to go!!! :)

yesterday was a happy day!

9 hours of sleep... i'm so happy! yay!

and just to be fair...


ACMG ANNOUNCEMENT: Punta kayo sa GA this friday. Bel307-308

STRAINS ANNOUNCEMENT: Sali kayo sa DepEd NLT-SGO

going home after watching transformers just before curfew (1am)
waking up at 8 to check my mail
accompanying mikey during their youth lab meeting
tennis!!! woohoo!
attending the strains orc training
going to gateway for acmg deliberations
riding the lrt after a long time

haay! tired..

ok. senseless entry.  42 days left. hahaha!

posted march 12, 2006: sopas na puno ng kung anu-ano

ym message ng HS friend ko... yung tipong send to all lang. hahaha! pero, in fairness, yung mga sagot ko medyo pare-pareho yata. kainis!

as soon as you go online... whose name do you look for first? when a slow song comes on the radio, whose face comes to your mind first? when you hear your phone ringing, who do you hope is calling? whose name makes your heart skip a beat???...

ayun naman pala eh... hahaha!

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another "yan gusto ko sa 'yo eh" moment:

friend (3/12/2006 1:30:34 AM): hmmm..
friend (3/12/2006 1:30:40 AM): lagi ka bang tahimik?
niKki (3/12/2006 1:30:57 AM): uhm.. oo?
niKki (3/12/2006 1:31:03 AM): depende
friend (3/12/2006 1:31:13 AM): depende saan>
friend (3/12/2006 1:31:14 AM): ?
niKki (3/12/2006 1:31:58 AM): depende sa tao
niKki (3/12/2006 1:32:01 AM): at sa lugar
niKki (3/12/2006 1:32:04 AM): at sa mood ko
niKki (3/12/2006 1:32:05 AM): hahaha
niKki (3/12/2006 1:32:08 AM): basta malabo..
niKki (3/12/2006 1:32:24 AM): mahirap i-explain ang sarili ko kasi kakaiba akong mag-isip
niKki (3/12/2006 1:32:31 AM): so ayun...
niKki (3/12/2006 1:32:33 AM): :D
friend (3/12/2006 1:34:53 AM): yan gusto ko sa'yo eh..
friend (3/12/2006 1:34:53 AM): :)
niKki (3/12/2006 1:36:15 AM): ehhh?
friend (3/12/2006 1:37:03 AM): (that irritating laughing emoticon)

so... kung may gusto ka sa isang tao (may gusto meaning may isa kang bagay na gusto sa isang tao) ibig sabihin ba nun gusto mo na siya?! wala lang... tanong ko lang. hehehe!

-=-=-

if you're tired of playing games... then stop playing!

oh LORD!

don't you just wish it was that complicated again?

i won't even bother explaining why i feel so crappy...

wahhh! ayoko nang ulitin yung sinabi ko... parang ang sakit pakinggan.

haha! abuso sa dsl sa dorm... sorry na.. wala kasing magawa dito eh. i'm supposed to be going to the school today to get my regform pero saka na.. hahaha! plenty of time.

anyway, my new roommate is currently moving in. she's from naga. seems nice naman. well, her mother is doing most of the talking. she's nice, too. hahaha! haay!

di ko alam kung maliligo na ko o ano eh.. wahahahaha!

excited na ko to see aisa.. uyy! old married couple. let's de-stress later. hehe!